Daycare!

So I signed Gman up for daycare today! Yay! It feels good to have done something.  So that is now checked off my list.  He will be going to the same daycare as his cousins.  I debated it, but have decided that it is good to be in the same place and lets face it so much more convenient for me and his aunt and uncle.  So there we are.

Waiting.

Ugghh!!! Waiting sucks.  Yes mom I said it sucks! (She doesn't like that word:))  I know this process has been relatively smooth in the adoption world.  And I'm thankful for that.  I'm thankful for a referral when at the time I thought it would be at least another month, or two, or more.  I'm thankful for a court date that passed on the first try and then finding out by 12:30pm that afternoon.  I'm thankful for friends and family that are so excited for G-man and myself.  I am thankful that my immigration approval should be in ET by now.  I am thankful.  But for a moment I'm just going to admit to the fact that waiting sucks! (Okay so I said that already.)  I want an updated picture, updated weight/height information.  I want to know when we are traveling, even if its August, then at least I could plan.  I want to stop stalking my email for all of these things.  But alas when I signed up for the adoption roller coaster I knew there would be ups and downs, hurry ups and waits.  So now I wait.  Maybe not so patiently, but wait I do.  But can I say it one more time, WAITING SUCKS!